No drugs, no gas and air, no anything- straight up boss chick, in a birthing pool. Natural. Pics to follow, although there will be more on my blogspot, at some point. I shall have to do a labour video as well. Meh.

I can’t be bothered to upload them now.

I am very lazy and Tumblr no longer excites me.

I will upload them tomorrow…or some other time. Or something.

A pic from my baby shower, a couple days ago.

Was THEEEEE most fun- however, everyone got really competitive with the games. I learned that I’m never playing games with a room full of black women again, because it will almost, always descend into violence.

My cousin tried to trip me over, as she thought I was being an “unfair judge” and a “traitor”…Who tries to trip up a pregnant woman?!!!!

I never know what to do when I haven’t posted on a blog for a long time- so I just put up random pics that have accumulated over the hiatus.

So, here…

Also…I’m going to attempt to look for pics of the left side and front of my face…it’s about time you saw them.

really hormonal and emotional. Not that I’m great at controlling my emotions. I just feel…is it possible to feel melancholy and emotional at the same time? It’s weird. My feelings are muted and heightened. Like…maybe they’re bubbling up, but they haven’t reached the optimal point for emotional explosion, so it just feels like a numb, white noise thus far. I’m aware of it, it’s under the surface bubbling away, but it doesn’t yet affect me because it hasn’t bubbled over yet. That’s kind of unnerving. I feel like I’m waiting for something significant to happen, but I don’t know what yet. Feel like a sitting duck. It’s uncomfortable. I hate coasting along, that’s the part in between waiting for something dramatically good or bad to happen. I feel like I should write more, it might help. I like to vent. I miss having a laptop!